What really matter in life is up to us isn’t it?
We decide and take action among our own decisions. We all must accept all the consequences in every matter.
I kept asking myself why people treated me so poorly and still, I did my best to make life easier for them expecting the same way of behavior back. Some, I don’t even know and they judges me like I were murdered their mother.
Living in the world of society which most people not even realize that all of us depending on each other or barrier of mask. We destroy everything just to build something not even useful to make ourselves proud that we are better than others.
I have so much doubt about my life. I wonder why I can never be happy. I accept my emotions of shame for me that I can’t do or be better. I want to win over someone or something that isn’t even a real value in life.
Today, I felt so sad and it would be much better for my life to have someone wise enough just so I can share so many thought.
Feeling... is the weakness or power to do so in life or it just something to make us fail in the right decision?
I wish I could stop myself from wonder about life mysteries. .