One thing this year has taught me, ever since around this time last year, is that not only is Spirit amazing with guiding and giving messages, but primarily that we always need to be humble because we don’t have the Full picture of our lives. We never will. Life is understood backwards and lived forwards.
Spirit, and a specific Spirit at that, (which is also what makes it so emotional for me), has pushed me onto social media here, sharing myself, sharing these messages, and making these connections. All of which is a scary and uncomfortable thing for me but I’ve listened and trusted it and done it. Not always perfect with my messages but trying to be authentic and positive and also helpful in a few different ways - spiritually & practically.
Spirit has shown me so much and opened my eyes to things and broken my own walls down to myself. It’s really amazing to be pushed to this place to be vulnerable in a good way in order to grow, to learn more, to be “imperfect,” and to release the heaviness, the weights I’ve been carrying that I started noticing really take over me this year, and pushed to release all of that and be open to receive whatever Spirit has for me.
It’s such an emotional place to be in, I’ve had so many private breakdowns and I’ll probably have more. It’s so much to process. Especially since, it’s nothing I asked for, it’s just Spirit literally coming in and forcing me and pushing me and pulling me and showing me and guiding me.
It’s scary, but it’s what’s necessary. Not because I’m some awful person that needs to learn things, but, and this is what also makes me emotional, is what I’ve realized that Spirit just wants the best for me.. wants to GIVE the best, and wants me to be and give my best for others of course too.
So it’s all part of the process.. Whatever this whole process is.
I’m just trying to take it all, internally and externally, one step at a time.
Let go & Trust. 💓🙏 #spirit #spiritual #journey #receiving #healing #blessings #mystic #buddhism #buddha #universe #energy #love #ascension #journey